From the perspective of free will, you developed the concepts of always doing hard work, struggling and suffering to create and manifest. This only is needed when you are trying to force and manipulate the creation process. Having desires and visions for creations are very much encouraged. From that place, you need to work in cooperation with the energy to help the energy form on the physical level. You need to learn to work in concert with energy instead of dissonance. Pay attention to what you are creating through alignment and resonance. How do things work for you when you do this? There are many active things for you to do. You first need to create from alignment and resonance to know those actions to take. Force and manipulation need to be removed at the beginning of the process. Feel the energy of what you are creating and go from there. Each further step will reveal itself to you.
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